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[Seya.]

what the fuck is wrong with people. and i'm sorry, there's gonna be fail punctuation and spelling in the next bit simply because i dont care. i'll try to avoid text walls, though.

lalala, when you're young nothing is romantic. you stick to someone because he makes you feel warm inside, but the warmth is happy, not lustful. they make you want to bite your lower lip as you grin up at them from thin, natural lashes-- you haven't found the horrors of make-up just yet. you want to press your shoulderblades behind you and roll them down your back, to stand proud, beaming, long-necked and youthful, as they watch you with curious eyes.

when you're young and you think you love an older guy, you really dont. not in the way everyone here seems to assume it. they'll give you piggybacks --just like all the guys do in those amanda bynes movies-- and make you feel like the world is you-centric. when you're upset, they will run after you. when you're young, it doesn't feel like you can ever possibly make them that mad.

and he was quiet with me, and he was boisterous with them. and it was all great and fine. i'm not going to continue this story.

something working out is something i like to see, especially if it doesnt go wrong like i know i can. for a day, i'd like to put myself in detachment's shoes and feel the same youth-induced highs, free of speedbumps, as i used to. the funny thing is, if i were a kid again, i would have stayed away from him this time. i wouldnt choose the same path as detachment because i live in the real world, and she doesnt. guys have the potential to be complete jackasses here, and they usually follow through with it. of course, in this world they are able to be jackasses too. they just dont tend to be. lucky detachment.

and now it's being picked apart and dissected like a sheep's heart. but its not a sheeps heart, its a thirteen year old girl's heart. and she doesnt see the world, her 'relationship' with talent, like you do. pandora's writing in reflecting her point of view is some of the best work i've seen for the character's age group. i guess i'm only saying that because those few precious years are clear in my memories, and i see a few of my own actions in her story. and, i love it! its degrading to have a group of people (staff, nonetheless) jumping into something and attacking her--and me-- over something i look forwards to seeing. or did, anyways. suddenly you guys are turning it back into my story all over again, and id do anything to pull tach out of your criticizing ways. no, he's not going to sexually assault her. fuck you all.

and i'm not done. my eyes are just a bit too blurred over to keep typing for now. say what you will.

[Sean]

I think I might cry...

[Seya.]

yeah? me too. oh, wait.

[Zee ♥]

*gives e-hug*

I have nothing against Detachment and Talent getting together. In fact, I was actually waiting to see what WOULD happen, because I agree that Pandora has a wonderful way of writing Detachment's point of view. I love Babi (PIG MOUSE <3. Sorry, had to say it again), I love Tach's way of handling uh.. clothes.

I would have expected that since this is a fantasy-ish world that is created so meticulously (I love it, I really do, its all so fantastically planned out, so nicely done that it would make me cry if it ever gets shut down) it feels almost real, everyone would keep an open mind about how things progress and how the characters behave.

But my advice for now is: Don't take this too personally. I may not know the full story (because all I can read are things that being posted, not hijack other's PM's..) but I do know that this really shouldn't be that much of an issue, like I think what Sean is trying to say.

Whatever others may say, you're an awesome admin. Everyone has their faults, so no one should really blame each other. Just accept that no one is perfect, everyone is entitled their own feelings and opinions and love (this extends to Tach and Talent's relationship).

... Aaaaand I have no idea what point I was trying to say, really. *facepalm* I think what I meant was age doesn't matter? This really shouldn't be made into a big issue. Let Pandora and Sean roleplay to their heart's content, and so long as it isn't breaking any major or minor rule in this forum, don't interrupt, especially if you want to attack other players on the way they handle their characters.


I can't believe it turned into a half rant XD

[Pandora]

*Is speechless*
*Tears of happiness at being understood/Seyaweneedtohaveatalklater roll down cheeks*

Thank you guys
Seya-I'm sorry to see that it's come to this, but happy to see you stuck up for me.
Zee-*blushes* you're so kind. I feel much better now.
Sean-You's da man.
Anyway, I'm wondering what to do now. Discontinuing Sunrise is probably the best solution, however, doesn't that send a kind of message that we don't want to be sending? You know, one that implies that there was something shameful occuring, and that we will roll over if we feel threatened?

[Sean]

Seya- You ARE the best Adm ever
Zee- I will put you at second because Seya is first
Pandora- Thanks but we need to continue the thread. If we dont then what Seya and Zee said would have been for nuthing. And I dont want Seya upset again.

[Seya.]

Lmao, alright. I'm going to delete the OOC posts but then keep them on record in my hidden board.